There is always a ceaseless whisper.The calling of your soul. In fact more than a whisper. This is a super magnetic force, specifically designed to pull you toward it. Eventually,and always this field becomes strong enough that you can feel it, taste it, hear it and yes,smell it. Even from your defeating ego's perspective. As it overrides all logic.
How are you doing?
It has been a fairly intense few days would you agree?
You don't have to consider your self sensitive to feel it. I know.
It is simple.
"It" is the pull of what you are wanting and what you are, or are not, acting on that is what is eating at you.
Thats okay. Be with it. We are all experiencing this on some level.
I just finished a conversation with a good friend on the phone.A 911 call. To be honest, I needed to make a 911 call as well. After silently sulking for a few days.That was great. I guess I was not sure of the number.
Ever just stop to just laugh at your self? For making circles in your brain.
Sometimes answering a call is the best you can do, especially when you figure you have no good wisdom to share. Sometimes that is how it goes. The act of friendship, the response of un-conditional service to someone you care for. No one is separate from this journey we call life. Listening to someone else puts so many things in perspective.The conversation was far too similar to the one I had last year. It could have almost been word for word with the same person. One of my very favourite people on earth.
Rare that I watch the same movie twice. Unless it has to do with Angels.Of course.Then I let it sink in.
The best advice I can give myself is to follow the advice I give to others.
When you come past the wits end of realization, you are far more than quite aware, that you have been suffering for too long. Precisely then, does wits end becomes a glorious scenario. When repeated situations are not doing it for you anymore, the vortex which you have created sucks you inward to a place where looking into your patterns become so stale, that all your realizations have been realized.If you are even in slight agony, you have not acted upon this magnetic calling of your soul. So what you have realized, has actually not actualized.
Yup. The bubble of your created existence, has become smaller than your very own truth, which is constantly expanding potential. Sometimes the truth is tough to swallow.You're actually living in a ping-pong ball scenario.
Feeling more miserable that you would like to admit?
Expand your existence.
What about if you triple size your existence?
If you face the hard facts, finding your self in the same place you were last year, the only thing that has changed is the date, then your souls magnetic calling has been ignored. Obviously you are not feeling good about it.
Well guess what tough love wants to say?
Sorry sweet pea.YOU are the one navigating the ship.
So, you have come to this place now. Of feeling defeated.
Celebrate this marvellous place of defeat. Wine in it for a second, by all means, see your self in middle earth as a heavy piece of emotion. Grab all the power you can muster from that space, and get off your pretty rear and change it.
Where are you?
More importantly, where do you want to be?
The minute you decide is the minute you have put your hands on the wheel.
Take your small bubble and see it grow in size. Trust you/me, the view will be even better from a version triple the size. New glasses.
Or keep walking in circles.
It is AMAZING when you get to this point.
You know what you want.
Your magnetic pull is always there calling you.
Feel bored? That would be your spirit yelling at you. It is driving you crazy because you are ignoring the voice of your soul.
Its the most damaging thing you can do to your self.
What CAN you do?
You can stop being ridiculous.Congratulate your self for getting to this point.Give thanks to all the annoying things that are going on in your world. All the petty things that are pointing to your conscious as if to say,"Ha ha! I told you this is annoying, I am making sure you get it. Do you hear and see the compass of what you really want?"
Give your self credit for being such a wise creator.
All of those annoying things are the actual system meant to guide you. Your place of feeling crappy? Is the most brilliant of all. Your place of seeing things around you not going as you would like. The divine creator- your self. Showing you again to turn the other direction. The direction toward the magnetic pull of what you really really want.
Where are you going to go now?
Its way past time, to override logic.
Your soul knows success. It is the burning hole hidden deep within. Behind your delusion of suffering.
Right now, it is only up to you. No one else can do it. Thats is why you feel annoyed. That is why you are paniked.
Is only going to be found in listening to the sound of your own steps. Which you are so very, very guided to take.
This life is an hour glass, how many grains are you working with?
Again. Ask yourself.
Where are you going to go now?
There is no substitute for the real thing.
1.Get a sticky note and write down six simple things.
2.Cross off one, the one you like the least. Now you have five.
3.Give your self 12 weeks.
4.Expand your bubble three times the size. At least.
5.Take 16 weeks if you need to. Be like Nike and do it!
Let me know how that goes for you.
There is not a thing to stop you, except your own mind.
Don't let those noises scramble you too much