Spring has sprung!
Everything is growing, coming to life and expanding beyond! The cold frozen roots are thawed and life is living at large!
I loooove this time of year.
So..... how is everyone doing? Long time no write ;)
Life is beautiful BEaUtyFUL!
I love how the word beautiful contains so many hidden beauty's! FULL of life, full of the energy to be YOU and to be full! The trees and flowers are blooming into their fullness and guess what? So are you!
Life is by no means a simple walk in the park, oh but it can be!
I am just finishing a spectacular 'date night' with myself.
An abundant sunny spring evening complete with oysters, a lovely glass (or two) of dry white Riesling, and a new pair of lulu lemon pants! Couldn't help but stop myself and over-indluge just a little, with lovely green tea latte paired with an absolutely ceremonial completion to my date. One of my absolute favourites. An old-time (gentle) addiction. I sit here fully enjoying a fruitful,vaporized delight. An apple flavoured Shisha. Takes me way back to my days in Egypt. I sit pondering this freedom even after happily committing to a very recent proposal! YUP! I am getting married!!!
As a modern gyspy free as a bird in spirit, I have always had this elusive fear of commitment. Wether it was partnership, business ideas, staying still, or launching something that would require long-term effort, I finally sit still in movement, perhaps even more than,happily ever after. Happily content for the first time in years. Happiness? Of course I was always happy. no matter what. Now however, I can say Deep down and on all levels I am thrilled to be where I am. I love my now and would not change a thing of my past.
Happiness? Is always something to intend on, no matter WHAT is going on.
I have been teasing and making jokes about my own sense of self lately in my present self realization. Fully harnessing my total and complete sense and freedom of being lately.
The ultimate truth of freedom as a wild-horse-Gemini spirit, even after engagement!
Has anything changed? Yes. But not really.
I have no doubt that I AM absolutely in love and very happy with my new, settled life, living with my fiancé Ian Sheldon. The last few years have been intense, with a profound sense of joy settling in my being allowing with ease the happiness of knowing. Without actually knowing a thing.
The truth is this: You truly never 'need to know' Anything! You simply need to be immersed in the moment of what is. Right now. That is true happiness.
The reason I have been teasing myself is this: After our recent trip to Mexico I have been on a rampage! A rampage of wanting!
Wanting EVERYTHING! Wanting wine, wanting to grill, and cook and mix drinks and eat, and walk and smoke a shisha pipe (no it is not drugs) to ponder and wonder and consume. Good things. Like tasty food and tasty wine. To devour the gifts that life bring. To teach, to learn and to ask again.
Sacral chakra overload?! The sacral dominates the pleasures of the senses.
"Okay,okay" I say.
After all I am a dominantly ORANGE person! What does that mean you ask? Someone who prefers above all to have fun! To live life as playful, less serious, full of questions, full of things to do, full of tastes to experience. Not your average,
"Lets make a concise plan and take action"
More like a,
"What is fun now, and how can we create it, now?!'
It is wise to care, but important to be carefree.
Being predominately orange in nature, I have learned to tone down and balance the desires, to somehow balance out the need to constantly play. Also I am heavily guided by spirit all of the time, I know a deeper truth. That beyond all of our perceptions of,
"Do not drink, do not play do not do anything in excess! Keep the balance and harmonize all things"
I know so deeply that part of the Earth contract is meant to be lived with a 'balanced' sense of reckless abandon. Spirit alway says;
"Know yourself and you will be free"
Do you know how true that is?
What if you live, yes in balance. Also with a bit of a carefree attitude that says 'no matter what I do , it cannot possibly be wrong'. Unless of course you are hurting others. Then that is a another story.
Life is short. You are indeed here to teach, to learn, to fall and to get up. To rise again and become the teacher. Of joy, of love, of hope, of beauty. The joys of living!
No matter what the world tells you. BE YOU!
Where are you at right now? Do you have a need to indulge? A need to be aware? A need to express? A need to create? A need to be grounded? A need to know? A need to see?
Please, please please. Do not ignore this sense of SELF. Be where you are. Right now. Without judgement. Without need to ask others.Without need to seek approval or permission. Just be.
Spring is here. Everything is full. The birds chirp to help the grass grow! True fact.
Everything is full!
Are you too, tuned into nature?
Living is about feeling what you feel.
Not judging it.
Today I am fully human. Imperfect, playful, free!
Doing what I feel like doing, and in love!
Being hard and judgmental towards ourselves or others never helps you grow.
Expand! Expand beyond thought, beyond perception, beyond knowing.
Wherever you are at right now is perfect.
What are you enjoying today?
Thanks for sharing this day, for loving yourself beyond judgement.
Enjoy the pleasures that life brings. In indulgence and in balance.
Happy spring my friends!!
What is new besides an engagement?
The new i-sense intuitive class! Six down six and then some to go! A new class coming SOON!
YOGA within! And readings with Margo this weekend. Sold-out!
SRT with master teacher Susan Carollo. You may be destined to attend!
If not now, later!
Susan will be back, offering SRT courses! Stay tuned and inquire.
JASPER: Private sessions in JUNE.
Attract your TRUE soul-mate, a weekend course coming in June.
Get in touch!
I have a SPAce for you next week!
Love you loads!
Edits to come soon ;)
Enjoy the imperfection and go into your annoyed editor :)
Love U !
Be happy! Be orange!